Now the neighbor’s voice rises
in an aria, a shaky tenor,
I’m loathe to do work;
at some point, everything
has become tiring. A stick
-brown lizard startles
as the AC shudders
to life, resurrected
from its former
frozen state,
strange, ice forming
in the heat of the day.
I am half hoping
for a similar result,
pushing past all
natural stopping
points, tired
of rambling
towards trite
collects, tired
of resting, tired
of tired — how
obvious can
I get — ennui
is a word I refuse
to use. Next door,
the singing has
descended into
what could charitably
be called a drinking
song, although the day
is still young. Even
the presence
of a wasp fails
to rouse me.
I suppose this
is what naturally
follows anger
and bargaining.
A cricket has
started, also
thrown off by
the clouds;
if unable to
be right, at least
we can be loud.