November 1

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[Albedo]*

No stars, but the city lights
over-compensate at night–

this is still the world
of the living.

All these towers are lit up
in all sorts of hues,

incandescent warmth, white
and cool blues, as more

diffuse clouds come in over
the bay, and on their belly,

a feeble pink reflection–
the sky between is void,

matte and colorless,
an unanswered question,

a voice left hanging–
just think of a photon

traveling across the dark,
massless, unlike anything

we know, what a gift–
what a gift to receive,

and to give, like love,
in whatever capacity

we are able.
The streetlamp illuminates

the gingko tree, bathes it
in gold, and the leaves

return the favor, yellow
begetting the exact same yellow–

something rare, and simple,
and quietly notable.

 

 

*Just learned this word tonight! It means, roughly, the percentage of light reflected by a surface that received it. If you are fond of obscure words and not already following Sesquiotica, you should remedy that now.

October 29

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Love like sleep
on a late autumn day–

come in from the cold
and settled in place.

Relief compared
to being out by the lake

in all this rain,
caught in the rage

of branches in a squall–
a leitmotif, the urge

toward the perilous,
but this the theme:

I return to returning
(da capo al fine)

even setting out
I draw closer to you.

October 27

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There are four chambers
in the human heart,

for blood at least–
Yesterday on 9th

they were tearing down
some old apartments,

one wall peeled off
like a sardine tin

with all the rooms exposed,
seeming so small

from down below.
Maybe it takes

something brutal
to know these secret

inner workings,
and maybe it’s better

not to know, just to own
these uncertain steps,

to admit to getting
lost in my own home.

Across the street
they’re lowering rebar

into the pit, each square
framing a piece of the sky

in descent, to reinforce
the hole they dug–

The day cracks open
from its powdery shell.

A sunbeam breaks across
the farthest office tower–

Incomplete clarity,
still better than none.

October 26

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Still life with street lamp
and Gingko tree–

a high-ceilinged room
filled with empty hours

and extremes, too cold,
too hot, that ancient itch.

In the lusterless dark
I cannot cross over

to sleep–
a wild thought,

an unlikely doubt,
a drop in the sea,

so gazing out
onto a vacant street

I wait for the rain
to start.

October 25

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With light, a shadow,
after the tide, an ebb–

Nothing wholly itself,
everything containing
a trace of its own leaving.

The yellow morning
catches in the spider web’s
sheer girder, an ode

on capability, and a dirge
for the inevitable–

There is a chill now at dawn.
Sometimes I don’t know what to say:
It’s no joy to always consider

all that is possible.
The gothic ruin of these late
October maples, a pang of beauty

sometimes so sharp–
but then my breath takes shape
in the air,

the mud, frosted over,
gleams like ground glass
and another day begins

with gratitude,
the eventual and only
lesson of loss–

October 21

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A sun-drunk yesterday
on late-season heat,

even though it doesn’t
clear Madison street

in the evenings
anymore, and gets

cooler earlier, the sky
gone staticky,

the shadowy grains
saying go home,

no reason to stay
here, just another

thing gone,
and paltry remainders.

October 19

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You said you hear the coyotes
more at night now,

that deer traipse down
the gully’s broken scree

with inherent trepidation,
their silence speaking

for them as much as any yip
or yowl.

I miss the cold nights there
when it’s so clear

a halo rounds the moon,
sharp air forcing awe

from my ungrateful lungs.
I miss the length

of a northern winter night,
with ample room

for new and old fears,
and how fresh snow

seems to temper them
best with its absolute silence,

more presence
than absence, more

an answer,
than yet another ask

October 20

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A quiet morning, so few people
are awake, or so few

advertise it, it must
have just rained but now

it’s a lull, just some
wind and fragmented

gulls blowing over
an empty lot

.

The sky has a tenor
to it, all this year

it’s been later
than it seems

and now there’s no
denying it–

we’ve been here
before at home

under the oppressive
cloud layer

.

Somehow it’s a comfort
to wake and to stay

watching tiny up-street
figures with detachment

and pity
we inhabit two different

mornings mine rests
centered in place

a hesitant ship
looking out at a storm

October 14

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A granite morning
stony-faced

the construction pit
eroding away

like confidence
seeming to say

there’s nothing much
that is guaranteed

to stay

.

no birds no rain
no breeze

just two trees
that seem somehow

fake, given their present
surroundings

 

October 10

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Waking to obvious rain. Like bright
-hued children the construction men

wait, dwarfed by and dampened at
the site’s abyss. Something might

be wrong, now, they collect
and gather, staring down. Conjecture:

a short but unknowable distance.
A gull’s nervous warble, unseen.

The stillness of the ginkgo tree.
No wind. Someday it will grow

to shade this view, to blatantly
obscure, not by illusory degrees—

I know what is unknowable,
sometimes. All this slanting rain.

A worker picks at a clogged drain
as it floods, so the water keeps running on.