December 29

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The road paved in ice
and that damn owl

playing hopscotch
on the roof all night.

The room too warm,
the smell of snow

came in a cracked
window at three,

such an unbecoming
hour, and it seems

there will never
be enough– I mean,

there isn’t
a leap or reach

that isn’t preface
to a landing.

December 31

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Exactly when
does it cease

to be night
and qualify

as dawn?
What percentage

of light?
There are very

few real endings
and even those

we only recognize
well well after

the fact, hidden
as they are

in obscure actions,
the turn onto

a road, or
emptying a glass.

December 29

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The road paved in ice
and that damn owl

playing hopscotch
on the roof all night.

The room too warm,
the smell of snow

came in a cracked
window at three,

such an unbecoming
hour, and it seems

there will never
be enough– I mean,

there isn’t
a leap or reach

that isn’t preface
to a landing.

December 28

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Snow, flat cold,
a perfect veiling
of place,

except in
the midmorning sun
by the rabbit run

it’s melting
a bit, still
there may be more

to come
and for once
I long for it,

for enforced
simplicity
and stillness,

how softly
and subtly
it comes down

to transform
the landscape
even as I watch.

December 25

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Quick cold
when the sun fell
behind the butte,
but this day
was longer than
the last,
and so will
tomorrow
and the day
after that.

A pink-gold glow
on distant snow–
not many people
came out this far
this year,
the road is quiet
and distant lights
reflect off the lake,

so warmly,
a small city, now,
under a waxing
crescent–
still a coyote slinks
down the street,
hills and culverts
enough of a home,

he was probably
out somewhere
nearby as I
continued my walk
well into twilight,
happy to share
the piecemeal
peace, happy
to be happy,
happy to be.

December 24

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The unbelievable
brightness of snow,

coming from low gray
the mountain pass

was a different day
set inside

a bleaker one.
Only thirty minutes

to make it through
the graphic reach

of trees,
the whole wide

scene a black
and white book

for new born eyes,
awe displacing

fear entirely,
for a moment

the hard rime,
the steep grade

descent, forgotten,
lost in the story

that ends with:
even in all this

there’s a kernel
of kindness.

And so we begin,
again.

December 23

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It’s harder to wrap
up this year,

odd angles,
the paper sliding,

the tape run out–
In all seriousness,

there’s less
of a veneer

this time, things
are very much what

they seem to be,
not good. Of course,

this may be because
I didn’t decorate,

about to leave,
again, and need

to pack and mail
those bills already–

I think instead I’ll go
run through the forest

and try to smell
the evergreens,

under rain, it’s doubtful,
but there’s still

comfort and joy
there, I can see why

we like to bring
them inside.

December 22

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i.

The longest night of the year
was not so long when bridged

by sleep, all kinds, dreams
nested in dreams like Russian

dolls, brightly-hued, drenched
in lacquer, but nothing

in the center–
there are things

the mind keeps from us.

 

ii.

Which isn’t to say
I don’t still wake often–

the newspaper delivered
in its arc and impact,

or no sound at all
but with a different

tenor of silence,
or white noise, really,

when a voice drops out
I notice the loss.

 

iii.

Maybe had there
been stars, I would have

made it till later,
to celebrate the solstice,

but the blank blanket
effect drove me to sleep,

sometimes a bed
seeming like a maw,

but I should listen
to my body, it probably

needs it, this is just
alarm because

where does it all go?

 

iv.

Fled is that music,
do I wake?

or sleep?
That’s Keats,

and given the latitude
of this place I think

I know, slow all day
in spite of half a pot

of coffee, the streets
damp, the sky melting

into them, and drowsy
birds puffed up

with winter down;
I’m almost upon them

before they even
think to fly away.

December 21

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i.

We told Blondie we’d see her
next time we came back,

red rock dreaming
before we even left,

but maybe masked
by rueing

her cooking–
lead-bellied

all the way
to Vegas.

 

ii.

Muted, it presented
a different face,

not dry, or running
full and sudden,

I didn’t know
what to expect–

one of the key
precursors

for loving.

 

iii.

Loss, too.
Leaving

gets under
your skin

more than
anything–

I picked red clay
from my clothes

for days after,
fractions of

the weight
of the place,

slivers of
what it meant.