i.
The longest night of the year
was not so long when bridged
by sleep, all kinds, dreams
nested in dreams like Russian
dolls, brightly-hued, drenched
in lacquer, but nothing
in the center–
there are things
the mind keeps from us.
ii.
Which isn’t to say
I don’t still wake often–
the newspaper delivered
in its arc and impact,
or no sound at all
but with a different
tenor of silence,
or white noise, really,
when a voice drops out
I notice the loss.
iii.
Maybe had there
been stars, I would have
made it till later,
to celebrate the solstice,
but the blank blanket
effect drove me to sleep,
sometimes a bed
seeming like a maw,
but I should listen
to my body, it probably
needs it, this is just
alarm because
where does it all go?
iv.
Fled is that music,
do I wake?
or sleep?
That’s Keats,
and given the latitude
of this place I think
I know, slow all day
in spite of half a pot
of coffee, the streets
damp, the sky melting
into them, and drowsy
birds puffed up
with winter down;
I’m almost upon them
before they even
think to fly away.