White rot on the garlic bulbs is slowly felling the crop, not all at once but one by one. And so it goes, disappointment. Sudden failure is easier to bear than watching these leaves wilt from the tips, almost as they would when ready for harvest. Which would be soon if any pull through; the gardener across the way has ripped his up, I’ve left some in the hope– in the hope. At this point still reaping […]
Sick as a dog all weeklaid out on the sofa watching the flightof a ball miles uponmiles South. There’ssomething to be saidfor a 90 minute match,clear elation or heart-break within a man-ageable amount of time. And staying onthe pitch, playing until time. I might even forgive a divefor attention, lazybut at least it showsa type of keennessthat these days seems so rare.
To be honest I’ve lost three places. It’s how things come. My dad wrote that the last time he didn’t see any jellyfish, sometimes the winds push them into Mobile Bay, line the shores with orange-striped remains. Then storms would roll in from the Gulf, kick up a chop and pulverize them till every wave had bits of barbs and every swim was risky. The ocean always giving and taking, constellations of coquina shells along the surf, three houses […]
June bugs, thunderstorms, hurricane glass. I had never been so far from home or so long from it. Some places are just hanging on, even as a kid you can feel it, floating on the surface while the river runs deep. Don’t let that dog out all alone, there’s gators. I lost this place, all the way. First an empty boat slip, the pool filled in, then huddled in the workshop after the wake, sawdust and dust like snow, snow […]
I sleep to wake and wake to dream in dappled shade some long afternoon which says more I do not know: the way the foothills fall under the lake or how this absence shores them up as I sleep to wake and wake to dream quiet descends when the heat pump fades everything has a voice and a silence of its own and which speaks louder I do not know the grapes are small before […]
Here the sun is emphatic, entering rooms just after five and falling in blocks acrossthe comforter. We stayed up past one to watch the moon,the honey moon, rise over the lake, electrifying it. But all I cold say was wow. It’s been days since I lastwoke at 3 am, I can’t say I miss it but in some ways I do. There was a spider tracing the floorboard, rightas I turned out the light. I killed it — usually […]
A strange morning, almost foreign;a stand of mini-Cypress outside the grocery. I wanted to buy one,to buy a Cedar, to do something, anything out of the ordinary. Small change can grow, trees know this of all things, which is why they make such good company.
The neighbors that used to fight all night moved out. The couple that moved in argues louder and later. Plus ca change… Today I am resisting. I will put a stick in the creek, watch the current split in two directions. I think we should do the same. Today I am in opposition– Am I right? (Is the stick?) These things just happen.
Opened all the windows but the house still smells like sleep. Outside, some children communicate through primal screaming, a clash of sticks and gratings. Out for the summer, what do they care about the intrinsic sadness of Sunday morning, that there’s still some time yet — never meaning what it means to mean: for them meaning nothing, with age meaning regret.
This is the most unsettling sky: A white sky. A dead sky; blank– even the birds roll right off. Bright, it admits that it is day. No more than that.
OPTIONAL POETRY 